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.I clutched at my chest as my cries rackedthrough my body, causing me to tremble and fall to theground below me.The wind had picked up and I could smell the fainthint of marijuana in the air.I quietly pushed myself up offof the grass, and started making my way back towards thehouse, as an uneasy feeling settled into my chest.Something felt off, and everything seemed to slow down.The smell assaulted my nose once again and I quicklycame to a halt right where I stood.Before I could react, Iheard his voice extremely close to my ear.Shivers randown my spine as I willed this all to be a horriblenightmare."Now that he's out of the way.Did you really thinkI would let you go so easily? I'll let you go, Kayla, but notwithout leaving you with a small piece of me."I slowly turned around and came face to face withthe one guy I had hoped I would never have to see again, Wren.I opened my mouth to speak but before I could geta word out, the entire world around me went black. EpilogueKaylaSometimes in life you question how things couldhave been different.I know I did.My life had never beeneasy, and I guess I had myself to blame.As easily as thingscome to you, they can be taken away.Never doubt orquestion your love for someone else, because it could bethe last time you experience it.Live everyday as though itwere your last, because you never know when it reallycould be.I truly believe that I loved Madison.I wanted tobelieve it more than anything, but so many things held meback from telling him that.If only I would've told him,maybe then this wouldn't have happened to me.Maybe oneday, one day he will know how I felt and only then will Itruly feel free.In all my blackness, I just wanted him.Iwanted, my cowboy.To be continued.(Look for book #2 in The Raine Series due out May2013) And check out the first 3 chapters of a new adultcontemporary romance coming October 16, 2013 (dateand content subject to change)Beneath You're BeautifulBy Tamsyn Bester Prologue~ Huntley ~I know first-hand how hard life can be.I don t pretend thatit s all butterflies and roses.When I moved toBreckinridge, Alabama, it was so that I could start overand forget about my past, even just for a little while.I hadit all figured out then.I would go to college, graduate andthen start my career as a child psychologist.For the mostpart it was simple, fool proof.Until Grayson Carterwalked into my life.Now, as I lay here praying to God that someone will findme and for the pain to subside, I realise that he is the onewho pieced me back together.I think it took 2 weeks forme to fall for him and it scared the shit out of me.He mademe feel things I didn t think possible.It was unfortunatethat our pasts collided the way they did but I couldn tbring myself to regret that they had.I hope he knows I love him and that I always will.Hemight have walked away but there is a piece of him insideme that will keep us tied together.Forever. "Beneath Your Beautiful"(feat.Emeli Sandé)You tell all the boys "No"Makes you feel good, yeah.I know you're out of my leagueBut that won't scare me away, oh, noYou've carried on so long,You couldn't stop if you tried it.You've built your wall so highThat no one could climb it,But I'm gonna try.Would you let me see beneath your beautiful?Would you let me see beneath your perfect?Take it off now, girl, take it off now, girlI wanna see insideWould you let me see beneath your beautiful tonight?You let all the girls goMakes you feel good, don't it?Behind your Broadway showI heard a boy say, "Please, don't hurt me" You've carried on so longYou couldn't stop if you tried it.You've built your wall so highThat no one could climb it.But I'm gonna tryWould you let me see beneath your beautiful?Would you let me see beneath your perfect?Take it off now, boy, take it off now, boyI wanna see insideWould you let me see beneath your beautiful tonight, oh,tonight?See beneath, see beneath,I.TonightI.I'm gonna climb on top your ivory towerI'll hold your hand and then we'll jump right outWe'll be falling, falling but that's OK'Cause I'll be right hereI just wanna knowWould you let me see beneath your beautiful?Would you let me see beneath your perfect?Take it off now, girl, take it off now, girl (take it off now,boy,take it off now, boy)'Cause I wanna see insideWould you let me see beneath your beautiful tonight, oh,oh, oh, tonight? See beneath your beautiful, oh, tonight.We ain't perfect, we ain't perfect, no.Would you let me see beneath your beautiful tonight? Chapter 1~ Huntley ~ Are you ready sweetheart? I spin around at the sound of my aunts voice.She sstanding in the doorway to my old bedroom with a boxtucked under her arm. I ll be down in a minute, I replyI take one last opportunity to look around my childhoodbedroom, remembering where everything once stood.Itwould be impossible to forget this place but I would neverbe able to recall the few good memories it held.Thosewere all tainted, the innocence ripped apart and thrownaway.Thinking about my mother is difficult, especially when thehouse still smells like her.It has been just over fourmonths and her vanilla perfume still lingers everywhere,wrapping itself around me like a blanket.Every time Ilook in the mirror it is as if she s staring right back at me.Ihave her long blonde hair, crystal blue eyes, heart shapedface and button nose.That is where our resemblance ends.Where she was short and willowy, I inherited my fatherstaller and slightly muscular build.Thinking about myparents brings a wistful smile to my face, the melancholyof the moment palpable.I quickly wipe a tear that rolls down my cheek and pick upthe rest of my meagre possessions. This was it.I m about walk out on 17 years of memoriesand never look back.Am I ready for this? I have no idea.All I know was that I need a new beginning, a chance tostart over and try to move forward with the pieces of mylife that are left over.As much as I want to forget the events that have lead me tothis point, I won t be able to.They are of such a nature thatremembering them would continue to keep me alive andsafe.I need to remember how my mother died; it serves asa constant reminder of how close I came to making hermistakes.It s taken me months to build the carefullyconstructed walls that now protect the pieces of my frailheart [ Pobierz caÅ‚ość w formacie PDF ] |
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